lalalas~ let me tok crap...
blablablablabalbalabla~
cos dis blog is so damm dead now...
cos gt no more 'journals' to rite le...

Today is a very tiring day. Actually i don't need to go to the Mother Tongue ace, but don't know why i hav to go. In that class only 2 girls, Lauren and me. Feel so... odd. Without my friends, got nobody to chat with, and the teacher teaching us is quite strict. Then the whole day in school want to sleep, but have got no time to sleep. 1st period A.Maths have to copy the questions and answers Mr Ng write on the board. 2nd period is Physics, Miss Khoo is too strict. I don't dare to sleep in her class. 3rd period is E.Maths, we has got common test, and i can't even do finish. How to find time to sleep? Then after that is recess, I never eat because don't feel like it. Don't know why I always skip my meals, even though i knew that it is unhealthy. Nevermind, at least not that I don't eat for a day. Then after recess is Chemistry, I hate chem! it is so hard for my to understand. I failed chem very badly last year. Then its English. I have to try and remember the spellings and meanings, which takes up alot of my time to do homework. Then it is break for lunch before my Mother Tongue ace. Ate a plate of rice and went up for ace. Boring, but at least i never fall asleep. Then go back to class to see how is the deco. Alot of people say NICE... hehes Feel quite happy when they praise our deco. Then try and waste our time in class, because I don't want to go to band yet. I guess I lose interest in band already. Then we have to carry our instruments down to the hall. But there is not enough space for all of us, so we agreed that half of the band play. So i do not need to play, and so we went back to our class to chit chat. After slacking for about 2 hours which is 6!!! , instructors ask us to carry our instruments down, for full band. So angry, so late already and he still wants us to play!!! so we carried our instruments down to play, AT STAGE!!!!! Feel so hungry, I only ate a plate of rice on that day, that time. :( Then after band we have to carry instruments back again... So tired, why didn't instructors spare a thought for us? Must they torture us?? When I got home, I feel so tired, but cannot sleep yet, must to complain and vent my anger 1st before sleeping... =D


Myself

I hope to grow taller, because i am simply too short. And I hope to be much more alert, so that people will not say that i am blur anymore. I do not want to keep relying on others, and I do not want to seem like a girl that needs protection, as I do not want to seem like a weakling in their eyes.


School

This year is an important year, that decides what am I going to study and what my occupation is going to be in future. So i need to try my best to score well, to go to sec 5. No matter how hard is it, i have to try to endure the pressure and stress. So i have to improve all my subjects, and try to pass my subjects that are quite weak.


Friends

I am quite sastified with what is happening to my friendship now. Being like that is already very good. I do not wish for any changes. The most, I hope to be closer to everybody that i know. And hope that there will be no conflict between my friends.


Family

I hope that there will not be any changes made to my family. It is already in a bad shape as it is now, and I know that it can't change for the better. I will try to adapt to the changes made to my family as soon as possible, even though it is hard. I just hope that the situation will not get worst,
and I will try not to worsen the relationships between us.


Cca

My cca is band, and it takes up alot of my free time. Even though it is quite stressful ans pressurising, I still want to try my best improving my rythem n fingering for my instrument. I hope that by march, when we are supposed to have a concert, I would at least know how to play all the songs that we are supposed to perform.


Health

What I feel is that health is not as important as the previous few topics. Even if i fall sick, it can recover slowly. What i hope is that i will not catch any serious sickness that can't be cured easily.

hehe...
i updated my blog the day before?
nice right?
it looks plain...
but i like plain what...
=D it looks so unique...
lalalas...
this blog is for my english journal...
so trying to type in proper english...
but seems very hard...
cos used to it already what...
so only try to type the spelling right...
cos i don't know how miss wati is going to mark my journal...
hope won't be like score very badly...